...End of the 3rd week of june holiday ... So Fast !!!...

Dear Bloggi ,

Wow !! time indeed passes by very fast ... AS the 3rd week of holiday is going to end Soon ... this also means that the School is starting soon .... very very SOON ... This means that the stress is coming up very fast .... this also means that the Olevel is approaching soon... AND ... i do not have time left ... WOW ... that's FAST ..... i now felt that i am lost ... thinking that how good my result is ... it also seem very difficult to go in the course thst i wanted ... SO how ... i do not faith in myself anymore .... i do not know what i am going to next ... after the Olevel .... I love music very very very very Much .... i want to do it for the rest of my life .... i like to SING .... i like to play the cello ... AS i feel that i am very FREE like i am flowing with the music .... i want to do this ... Since , i am young .... So how ... i seems so difficult to Get in what i wanted ... So how , can somebody out there tell me what to do .... PLease ..... i don know what i should do except of studying and studying and sit for exams and exams .... this is getting me no where .... it felt so difficult .... to do what i want .... like my wings is being tied up and i cannot use it as i used to be ... So how .... so how ... please can somebody help ME ... let my wish to come through ... let me FLY ... FLY FREELY ... to the place , i suppose to be ....

written by
lexander