...School had started ... Practice exams had already began....

Dear Bloggi ,


School had started .... Time is indeed running very FAST ... This also means that the Practice exams had already started and i had sitted for my social studies and my english Paper 1 ... that is really really sucks ... as this week the weather is really terrible as one day is as hot as the desert and another day is as cold as the North pole ... which really makes me sick as my throat is a really terrible state ... and i had to take the exams during the Afternoon ... which i really feel like sleeping after having a long day of lesson .... thus , i have really no idea what i have written for that papers .... So hope that i will not fail .... However , i just realised my Olevel chinese oral until 2 Days before that Oral exam .... and this is really Sucks .... thus that day is really my worse day ever ... as we all have our oral exams together ... with 2 other groups .... i REALLY felt that it is really REALLY RIDICULOUS ... where the HELL we have our ORAL EXAM TOGETHER IN ONE ROOM .... i really that the SCHOOL IS REALLU MAD MAD MAD .... as i still that i have my PSLE oral exams in a ROOM ... PER GROUP .... that is really UNFAIR .... in addition , i found out that the MAlay have their Oral in different ROOM per Group...., THIS REALLY NOT NOT NOT FAIR FAIR FAIR ......... THIS IS MY OLEVEL EXAMS ... and the DAMN BLOODY SCHOOL TREAT IT SO NOT SERIOUS ....... this really REALLY UPSETTED ME ALOT .... PLease give a really good explaination ... or it is JUST BIASED .... ?????????

thats all for today .....

bye

written by
lexander

...Time do pass by very very FAST ... AS the holiday is ending very soon....

Dear Bloggi ,

WOW!!! Time indeed passes very very FAST ... AS the JUNE holidays is ENdinG very very SOON ..... this also means that the practice exams will start soon ... very Soon .... WOW !! Time indeed pass by very very FASt .... AND ... now , i need to Focus on the examinations Coming up ... and Now , the STRESS is indeed approaching to my mind Very Soon ....but i just hope thati am able to Cope as i will do my very very Best on all the exams that is coming up .... i just know that time is running and i still have alot of things to do ... and i do not want to have bad results ... anymore , as i also wish all my hardwork will pay through ... i do not to see any regret expression on my FACE any more .... As i am cant stand it any longer .... Seeing all my hardwork being thrown into the Drain just like that .... and this really hurts me alot alot .... i JUST hope i can pull it through until Olevel ... AS i want to go to the Course that i want to go ... I WISH to GO ... as i do not want to live my life doing things that i do not LIKE ... i want to do things that i want to do ... Things that i am longing to do very very Much ... i just hope my dreams will come true so that i can sore up the SKY and spread my wings FREELY ... without people pr things holding me BACK ... that is I want to do and i must do it .... SO I Must do my Best for all the Exams and Score well and to do me , myself , Proud .......... i will do it !!!

thats all for today ... BYE

written by
Lexander

...time indeed pass very FAST ... The School will be starting soon ....

Dear Bloggi ,

WOW!!!! Time indeed passes by very very FAST .... the June holidays is ending soon ... and this also MEANS that the School is going to Start SOON ... this also means that my Practice exams will be starting soon TOO ... This also means that the Stress putting on ME will be increase rapidly too ... AND .... the teachers will start NAGGING .... AGAIN ..... but i have 1 QNS ... will do time just pass by very FAST ... Without looking ... WHY ????

Time do passes by very FAST .... But why ?... Do the time MASTER look at us ? Did he care of our WELL BEING .......... WHy ? he just let time to RAN so SO fast ..... and Let people suffer in TIME SHORTAGE .... and need to Rush their work like HELL in order to finish their JOB ... or Work ... WHY time just do not think about people as time every time do things very FASt.... AND that is indeed not FAIR ... that is why people is DYING .... Because of Stress .... WHY ??? DO time us want to GET to the Future of HUMANITY ... So he want to let time to ran very very FAST ..... is it ?? ........OR he just do it FOR FUN ... AS he do not have anything to do except Guarding time .................... DO you know the ANSWER ? .... DO tell ME if you DO?? OK!!

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Lexander

...End of the 3rd week of june holiday ... So Fast !!!...

Dear Bloggi ,

Wow !! time indeed passes by very fast ... AS the 3rd week of holiday is going to end Soon ... this also means that the School is starting soon .... very very SOON ... This means that the stress is coming up very fast .... this also means that the Olevel is approaching soon... AND ... i do not have time left ... WOW ... that's FAST ..... i now felt that i am lost ... thinking that how good my result is ... it also seem very difficult to go in the course thst i wanted ... SO how ... i do not faith in myself anymore .... i do not know what i am going to next ... after the Olevel .... I love music very very very very Much .... i want to do it for the rest of my life .... i like to SING .... i like to play the cello ... AS i feel that i am very FREE like i am flowing with the music .... i want to do this ... Since , i am young .... So how ... i seems so difficult to Get in what i wanted ... So how , can somebody out there tell me what to do .... PLease ..... i don know what i should do except of studying and studying and sit for exams and exams .... this is getting me no where .... it felt so difficult .... to do what i want .... like my wings is being tied up and i cannot use it as i used to be ... So how .... so how ... please can somebody help ME ... let my wish to come through ... let me FLY ... FLY FREELY ... to the place , i suppose to be ....

written by
lexander

...Time do pass very FAST !! the school is starting soon !!!

Dear bloggi ,

As the time is now passing by , this means that the school is starting soon... this means that Practice Exams ... is coming Soon ....... SO HOW?? ....... as i felt that i do have the MOOD to sit for exams and i still REVISE finish .... i only start for my biology and do some practice for my maths .... but i still have not start Chemistry ... As now i still do not like chemistry ... so how ...
i just hope i can be able to revise finish for my chem before the practice exams .... as by then it is TOO LATE ... so that is all i want to say for today ... so SEE YA !!!

written by
lexander

...Feelings... is it very serious or it is just a illusion .... What do you think ?

Dear Bloggi ,

I have a question to ask ... is the feeling inside us a illusion or a reality ... so what do you think? Can take it be a very serious matter or just a dreams ... So What do you think ?

To me , i think it is sometime a illusions that will create a force that will break a person Down For no reason ... AND ... you will also feel that sometime it is very Funny ... for example , Why you cry for a person that you don love or don love you any more ... and why you think so much about a person that you do not like ...WHY ... in this strange world of Feelings ... there is too much Question ... to think about and ask about ... and it is cause you to be Stressed out completely without studying ... or having EXAMINATION ... is it be a sin for Humanity? ... which have the heart and the soul to think and to do things that they always wanted ... So do WE exist in the REAL world ? or is it WE a illusion from the REAL world ?... AS you can see when a person die ,he do not take any things from he side ... his Body is left to decay and nothing is Left .. OR they had gone back to the REAL world .. the REAL world that exist in the planet or they Just vanish from the land ... and take time to gain energy to get back to the land ... SO what do you think ???

But sometime the feelings inside our body seems so real that we have to believe it and we cannot resist the temptation it given to our Heart , Soul and Mind .... that also cause why people do foolish things that they always regret ... and think why i have to do that , .... SO why we cannot resist the feeling that is inside us ... deep inside our Heart ... is it the only Weakness of the Humanity .. as time pass , the feeling get bigger and bigger and Stronger and stronger .... is it our mistake or do WE like to be in the world of illusion ... we thought that is paradise and we do not want to come out of it ... But do we really exist ? or we just do not notice it ... as things feel real and correct ... So how ? what do you think ? ...... the Force that will push us upward and break our whole mind , soul ,Body ....

Is it the Sin of humanity that will drive every body to stay at the REAL world that we do not know that do we really EXIST anot ?... CAN someone tell me the ANSWER ...

written by
Lexander...
Author of my Life ...

...END of the Second week of JUNE Holidays....

Dear Bloggi ,

Time really pass by very very fast ... As the Second week of the school holidays is going to end Soon , this means that the school is starting soon ... This also means that my Practice exams is going to arrive Soon ... that also means that my Olevel examination is also Getting closer and closer ... wow ! time indeed pass by very Fast , and this also means that i should getting prepared FOR the ULTIMATE BATTLE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE... this is going to be so stressful ... REALLY STRESSFUL ... but anyway i have to Face it sooner or later so i prefered to fast it Sooner ... as now the june intensive is also ended , i think i going to have 1 or 2 days REST ... before getting into Studying mode ... i Do not think i can get the HANG of it Quite well ... BUT i will try my best ... But anyway this also means that my Freedom will be arriving SOON ... so i hope thingas will go WELL .... i really hope ....

thats all for today ...

bye ....

written by
lexander

...Intensive Had ENDED ...

Dear Bloggi,

WOW!!! time indeed passes by very very fast , as today , the June holiday intensive had ended ... but the holiday homework left is still alot ... alot .... plus ... the Revision for the EXAMS after the June Holiday ... it is indeed very stressful.... BUT , Anyway , i will do my best .... Wish me good luck ...

thats all for Today

bye

written by
lexander

..Intensive is Ending SOOn....So Fast..

Dear bloggi,

Time indeed do not wait for people , As tomorrow is the last day of the intensive programme , After that i must do my own Revision and the Practice exams will Start once the school starts ... now , i starting to feel stress as there is alot to study ... and i hope that i can do it ... and score well for the practice .... this time i aiming for l1r4 to be 15... and i must get it no matter what happen .... and i aiming for my l1r5 to be around 20... this time i wish things will not go wrong ... hope GOD will bless me to the end of the YEAR ... Amen ...

written by
lexander

...June Holiday Had started ... I didn't notice...

Dear Bloggi ,

Time indeed passes very very Fast ... now it is going to the END of the 1st week of the June Holiday ... i am so busy ... Going to School for Lessons and Exams ... that i didnt Notice it at all ... it is so Nor like the Holiday to me .. AS i go to school LIKE NORMAL DAYS ... and i just have in my mind that MY Practice exams is the Second Day of the TERM 3 .... THAT is SO inhumane ... AS i have to study For my test for all my entire HOLIDAY .... but i think i can get 1or 2 days of REST ... i think... BUT this ALSO means that my Olevel examination is coming SOON ... but i still do not think that i am READY for it ... AS for this YEAR , everythings Seem to appear and happen very very FAST ....especially in school ... the teachers is rushing through all the subjects like MAD ... AND i have to listen and absord and DIGEST ... what all the teachers said and thought like MAD ... BUT ... i think i still CAN manage ...this year is indeed a very STRESSFUL year ... think that my RESULTS for my OLEVEL ... it is being to be more more STRESSFUL ... As to get into the Course i wanted ... very BADLY .... i think i have to SCORE very very VERY WELL .... think that this is coming very SO COMPETITIVE ... it is DRIVING me MAD ... that is how studying in SINGAPORE BEING so SO STRESSFUL .. Students have to LIFE except for studying ... NO good RESULT ... you ARE USELESS .... that is the REALITY .... for Singspore ... that is WHY i will do my very BEST to do well and study WELL ... i said it ... i have to DO IT !!! ...

thats all for this week ...

BYE !

written by
Lexander